Sorrowful-Hope

Monday, December 3, 2012

So Much Trouble

I feel like a am causing alot of trouble ....
Suddenly Don't feel excited about it anymore ....

Haxi ....

my sad world. 8:58 PM

Thursday, August 23, 2012

Shooting Stars

There are many ifs in life ....
Feel like i am under alot of pressure ....
Maybe u cant see that ....
Maybe i'm too chill ....

What i really need now , is a shooting star ....

my sad world. 12:58 PM

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

its been quite some time ....

Wow, its been quite some time since i blogged ....
Like always , DUN READ THIS POST !!!!!!!!!!!! ..... Its My personal feelings ....

You said,

that we didnt have much quality time ....

that i changed,

that i am petty ....

that i keep things from you ....

that i am too slack ....

haxi ....

i'm just being honest of my feelings, i be ok in awhile ....

so far i'm, after awhile .... am i not ? ....

rather i show than i keep it inside? .... well maybe i shd ....

and i didnt keep things from you, other than those surprise ....

hurts me in a way ,i dun feel trusted in a way .....

i think maybe we just accumulated abit ....

i hope u can just tell me so that we can resolve things ....

I love u so so much and i dun wanna lose you ....

haxi....

so sad, i went all the way to ur house to give u a hug and to talk ....

make sure u ok ....

In the end , i dun feel that u liked it, makes me sad ....

haxi, DIDNT EVEN TALKED much ....

haxi ....

Sry for hangging up the call ....

I couldnt keep it back ....

Suddenly i feel i am not good enough anymore ....

Esp when u keep telling me, so so lol, needs improvement ....

Haxi ....

Feel so inferior ....

Guess i am just not good enough ....

my sad world. 11:34 PM

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

haxi ....

I dunno whether isit because you get very xiao qi when there is something bothering you or your upset ....

But i dun like it when u take it out on me ....

Small small things like nv reply your messages,

it could be i'm busy, or i forgot to bring phone with me ....

or simply forgot to reply because of some reasons ....

Its not that i dun care abt you or avoiding you in some way ....

You are my precious darlin, and i wouldnt want to do something to upset you ....

you have all the right to get angry with me ..... just that i cant read your mind .... and i want to know whats the matter before start being angry and sad and others ....

my sad world. 7:02 PM

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

15th Feb 2012 : Late Vday Celebration

Well, Why did we not celebrate on the 14th .....

Wanted to .... T.T .... But you got lesson from 7-10pm .... and i dun like to do things half way ....
To me , its about the complete experience .... and i dun like to be interrupted half way .....

Anyways, hope you like this Eeyore ....
Hand made with Lots of love, sweat, paper and glue ....

I can even fall aslp while i hold the pieces in place while the glue takes its own time to dry ....

After a surprise at school, haha shocked you by coming to ur office without you letting me in .....

We went to sing Kbox at cineleisure ....

Part 2 of the surprise, I took the weekend to learn some Chinese songs. to impress you ....

So stressed .... But i managed to learn some ....

1. Wu Ding

2. Liang shan bo yu zhu li ye

3. lian ai ping lu

4. ai de zhu xuan lu

Well i planned for many more, but kinda didnt had the time .... Hope you dun mind ....

Haha, after dinner at Robert Timms .... Yummy .....
We went to Pinnacle @ duxton .... which we wanted to go many many time .... but didnt had the time to ....
Well the view awesome !! .....

But the prettiest of them all was you by my side ....
Muackz ....

Love you my Valentine !

my sad world. 6:25 PM

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

ARGH !!!! ANGRY

Recently, we have quite a number of small fights ....

Maybe our honey moon period is over ....

Well guess we gotta work on those things ....

I feel so angry everytime u use the excuse about guys and what they suppose to do ....

If those reasonable things, i can accept ....

example send u home or occasionally pampering u ....

But even on other things like being petty, or even today's topic on the 3d body scan ....

Guys have full right to be emotional and even conservative in the way they want ....

when gals use the phrase " you are a guy and u should do this and that "

guys will feel that they are not even placed as a individual human being ....

I bet i'm not the only guy that feels that ....

my sad world. 1:11 PM

Monday, January 16, 2012

New year resolution ...

Life is short ....

My wish for the next few years ....

Study hard ....
Enjoy my life ....
Help others ....
Be more outgoing and active ....
and

To LOVE my darlin more and more each day ....

I pray that i dun have to go thru some hardships in life .... although it maybe good ....
Some times i wish to cry when i hear about others, but i will not show ...

my sad world. 12:59 AM

Sunday, January 1, 2012

New Year 2012

Haxi New Year and i'm stuck in camp ....

Wish i could go out and spent new year with my beloved or my family ....
esp when my brother just reach back to singapore ....

But doing new year also has its advantages ....

1. guard duty cocked up, and there are more than enough guards, so i was reliefed of my duty ....

2. our bn gave us 70$ to go celebrate .... Ordering pizza tonight ....

3. peaceful time in camp ....

Haxi but so long before i can book out ....

my sad world. 3:53 PM

Saturday, December 17, 2011

I'm Leaving on a jetplane .....

Few more hrs before i leave for london ....

Will Miss u lots ....
<3 you ....
Sorry cannot meet u today ....

my sad world. 5:31 PM

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Check out to see what is the animal representing ur birth date...

Check out to see what is the animal representing ur birth date...

January 01 - 09 ~ Dog
January 10 - 24 ~ Mouse
January 25 - 31 ~ Lion

February 01 - 05 ~ Cat
February 06 - 14 ~ Dove
February 15 - 21 ~ Turtle
February 22 - 28 ~ Panther

March 01 - 12 ~ Monkey
March 13 - 15 ~ Lion
March 16 - 23 ~ Mouse
March 24 - 31 ~ Cat

April 01 - 03 ~ Dog
April 04 - 14 ~ Panther
April 15 - 26 ~ Mouse
April 27 - 30 ~ Turtle

May 01 - 13 ~ Monkey
May 14 - 21 ~ Dove
May 22 - 31 ~ Lion

June 01 - 03 ~ Mouse
June 04 - 14 ~ Turtle
June 15 - 20 ~ Dog
June 21 - 24 ~ Monkey
June 25 - 30 ~ Cat

July 01 - 09 ~ Mouse
July 10 - 15 ~ Dog
July 16 - 26 ~ Dove
July 27 - 31 ~ Cat

August 01 - 15 ~ Monkey
August 16 - 25 ~ Mouse
August 26 - 31 ~ Turtle

September 01 - 14 ~ Dove
September 15 - 27 ~ Cat
September 28 - 30 ~ Dog

October 01 - 15 ~ Monkey
October 16 - 27 ~ Turtle
October 28 - 31 ~ Panther

November 01 - 16 ~ Lion
November 17 - 30 ~ Cat

December 01 - 16 ~ Dog
December 17 - 25 ~ Monkey
December 26 - 31 ~ Dove

If you are a

Dog : A very loyal and sweet person. Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble and down-to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends, all of them being quality-personified.

If you are a Mouse : Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder people seek for your company and look forward to include you for all get-together's. However, you are sensitive which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath. God bless the person then!

If you are a Lion : Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. Popular and easy-going. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. People love the way you always treat them. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!!

If you are a Cat : An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy, with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal circumstances you're cool but when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird. People look forward to you as an icon associated with fashion. Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company. You observe care in choosing your friends.

If you are a Turtle : You are near to perfect and nice at heart. The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people. You, too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return. You are generous enough. Seeing things in a practical light is what remains the best trait of you guys.

If you are a Dove : You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life. Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected. In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware, it is easy for you to fall in love....

If you are a Panther : You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk. You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group. Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.

If you are a Monkey : Very impatient and hyper!!! You want things to be done as quick as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the center of attraction. That way, you people are unique. You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people are!!

my sad world. 4:10 PM

Some times i wonder .....

Maybe ur worring too much about things ....
Sometimes u feel that u are strong ....
And sometimes abit too thoughtful about others ....

Hope you will tell me things in future, i dun wish to "force" it out of you ....
<3 you my darlin

my sad world. 4:05 PM

Monday, November 21, 2011

Sianz, confinement again?

I WANNA GO HOME !!!

Feels so sianz in camp,
Cant sleep well,
Back so aching ....

But i wanna save off ....
Haxi sianz

my sad world. 12:33 PM

Monday, November 14, 2011

14 Nov 2011

Feels so weird ....

Suddenly i dun need to do so much stuff ....
Eg. morning call
routine msg
no morning/night msgs

I really miss you, hope you come back safely ....

my sad world. 6:47 PM

Sunday, October 23, 2011

short weekend followed by long weekdays

Next 2 weeks i wun be coming home ....
Dunno whether i can tahan ....

hopefully i will pull thru ....

Going to make the next few months more activities ....
Heehee ....

my sad world. 10:07 AM

Sunday, October 16, 2011

Day 2: When you were away ....

I planned to meet someone for lunch, a catch up session ....
Well, kanna PS-ed ....
Her mother not happy she keep going out .....

Stayed at home, went to NSRCC for dinner at jumbo seafood with my parents .....

How you doing ?
I cant stop thinking about you ....
Hope you doing well ....

Muackz i wan a kiss .... T.T

my sad world. 12:25 AM

Blog Introduction
"Sorrowful Hope"
Do you feel that hope is sorrowful ? Well i do

Hope is a cheerful feeling to have I have to admit myself . But hope turns dark when we are grasping on to something that cannot happen or that is impossible .

In some point in our life , we will aim for something we cannot get . It maybe small or big , simple or complex .

People always say that we can loose everything but hope . Once hope is lost , the battle has lost < means everything we worked so hard for and that future is gone >

But is hope really that worth , especially when we cannot obtain it ? Or should it be given up ?

True Feelings
I'm a faithful and loyal guy ....
However if u did sth wrong,
I'LL remember it 4EVA

AIMS in my life
1. I not going to be EMO no more !! (Partly Achieved)

2. I'm going to be the best friend to my friends !! (Forever A Task)

3. Live By this quote : Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

4. Lose weight

5. Know what i want in life, Occupation?

~~6. GPA at least a 3 at the end of poly life (possible but hard)~~ IMPOSSIBLE

7. Read Newspaper everyday?
^-^

Me
Gener : Male
DOB : 15th December 1989
Status : Single
Country : Singapore ( SG )
Primary School : SHPS
Secondary School : SHSS
Teritary Education : TP

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